Hopeless

Today was so short. I did not get to enjoy the beautiful weather today. I just stared at my computer's screen and sometime wrote on my notebook.  
Afternoon was unnoticed ahead. I were  to ignore my breakfast and lunch . For some reason, my eyes did not  feel tired and my stomach did not feel hungry. It's just that my head a bit dizzy. I do this just to change my life for the better eventhough I have lost a bit of nutrition in my body. I hope that sacrifice was not in vain ..